saja suka2 nk letak.

kan da ckp jgn tanye kenape letak, org da ckp kan suke2 je!

:)

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,

Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I’m gonna to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I’m gonna to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

sometimes i gonna to have to lose

setiap yg berlaku sebelum dan selepas, pasti ada hikmahnye. bezanya cepat atau lambat.  lately ni, banyak ujian yg datang untuk mengukur sejauh mana kesabaran, kematangan aku.  pe yg berlaku ak ambik iktibar,.kalo sebelum ni bila ak rasa kalah, aku tak bsmengat nak pjuangkan kemenangan. for now, TIDAK! 

im back as NEW FARAFAUZIA, im coming with BRAVE HEART.
Okay,straight to the pointlah, this is my love story. our relationship have been almost 2 years. jangan cakap kami tak pernah gadoh, jangan cakap kami selalu happy,.da mcm2 dugaan dah,.tanak cite pnjang, tanak dikatakan mengaibkan org, memanupulasikan cerita, menyalahkan sesiapa, mahupun menegakkan benang yang basah.

this is not hate letter, this is what i feel..  kesilapan, kekurangan, kelemahan saya insyaallah sy akan celik dengan kebutaan sy terhadap diri sy selama ni, thanks for ur concern.this is my new life, doakan jg yg tbaik unk awk.saya akan bhenti menangis mgenangkan sesuatu yang dah tade, hanya senyum untuk hari yg mendatang,.u know wat, pe jg jd ajr sy untk jd lebih matang. 

life is about trusting our feelings, taking change , finding happiness, appreciating the memories and learning form the past,  we need to be hurt in order to grow,must fail in order to know, we must lose in order to gain, lesson are learned best through the pain.

okay, da tanak tulis cerita ni lagi dah,love story sy da tamat.jgn tye sy,sy tanak jawab,ni sekadar luahan ht sy, semangat baru sy,bkn tujuan unk menyalahkan sesiapa, this is my new spirit! kawan2 support sy ya :)

 to you : thank you, n hopes u meet the one whom u deserve in ur life.

every precious moment

assalamualaikum, hye people :)
sudah lame aku tak berpeluang menjenguk blog ni, da bersawang bagai dah! masa yang ade sgt limited untuk ak selesaikan bbrapa task yg dorang bg unk ak pikul,.dengan rasa tanggungjawab (-.-)mood=perasan segala tugasan, arahan tu telah pon hampir semua dilaksanakan, alhamdulillah.

sepanjang penyepian berlangsung, mcm2 moment yg ak capture for long ever memories : )  antaranya :

• berlangsungnya majlis perkahwinan kakak pertama aku, wani sofia dengan tunangannye org johor norhisham, lokasi pertama selamat berlangsung di kediaman kami rantau panjang :)

• aku hadir buat kali terakhir Majlis Anugerah Kecemerlangan Akademik(MAKA) untuk keputusan semester 5, semester 6 insyaalah aku nk jadi tamak, nk raih lagi kejayaan untuk melayakkan aku dpt ANC(HADIAH UNTUK MA ABAH)doakan yer (",)

• berlangsung la plak majlis hantar menantu, rombongan kelantan ke batu pahat johor@ rumah besan ma abah :)  1 bas rombongan  pergi, habes sedare mare, mkcik pkcik, atok nenek kami bawak

• 22 Mac 2011 genaplah 18 tahun adik aku yg ku syg serta jd pujaan keluarga. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADIK.malam tu buat makan2 cket, jmput atok nenek, jiran bg meraikan dia yg tamat latihan PLKN N untuk usianya.

• 23 Mac 2011, hari yg mendebarkan untuk whole family sbb result SPM keluar. esp ma;) alhamdulilah, tahniah adik! u raise excellent result since u put hard work and double effort,. he got 9a in SPM!

• 24 Mac 2011, congratulation celebration at food village with family, thank to penaja kerana belanje.hehehe!my uncle, Papa.

bulan ni macam bulan kejayaanlah :))
nti kite cite panjang ye, stiap moment akan dimelodi merdu nti,. letak gmbr baru real kan,huhu;p
wait, c in next post okay,.

inside.

im crying and it hurts,

it hurts cuz its 2much,

its 2 much for me 2 handle at once.

DEATH, PAIN, SORROW

ITS 2 MUCH
i cant stand the pain! It was the worst part. Never have i hit rock bottom and
had such a hard time getting up. Never have i disappointed myself soo much.
How am i suppose 2 handle everything!! howW??!!

Why are you giving me
to much for me to bare??!!! why!!! when am i suppose 2 smile and laugh again!
when will something be funny anymore. so funny i forget what pain is!

WHEN??

ANSWER ME AND I WILL STOP ASKING!!

It's all about what i feel, plz! ease my sorrow. its pain!

jiwa so sick.

hidup aku celaru,.hati jadi sebu,.kenape? tataw('!') hurm,.kalaula masa boleh diundur, kalaulah ak fikir panjang, it wont let it happened.  "kalaulah" perkataan tu boleh direalisasikan,tak mungkin,tak kan! realiti sekarang yang kita hadapinya. 

"the precious"

  takkan ad lg hari ni,.yang ada hanya kenangan.

that called "KEHILANGAN" . 

tambahan bila " the precious" tu sesuatu yang pernah menjadi milik kita, kesayangan kita, kegemaran kita, kesukaan kita, bayangkan how that we feel,.kenape susah untuk kita biarkan kenangan tu pergi je,.sebab adanya VALUE.  kalau boleh diukur dengan benda nyata yang ade depan mata, perasaan menyesal tu takan ade,.tp what to do,.the past is past and still the past. 

sekarang, aku tak taw nk buat hape,.sumenye kacau,.aku tataw kenape, puncanya,.saya tak tahu! plz tlg sy!!!

saya sangat KELIRU.

THE LUNCH DATE~

 

ma saya comel sekali:)

 

si ponteng keje balik awal semata2 nk ajak ma lunch kt lua

pengikut setia, dia fanatik gila kat aku.

 

 

 

pilihan kami,restoran thai malay.

air mahal, asam boy blend, epal susu blend

 

telur bungkus, daging black paper, sedap hokay.

ayam masak paprik

tomyam putih thai

prawn garlic

sedap, len kali datang lagi:)